Birthdays and blues..

Happy Birthday to me!!! yippee!!! I am 24 single and happy. For the first time in four years I felt so alive so full of life so happy as many people have given me so much... not through their gifts but because they are there to celebrate another new year in my life. I am so blessed and happy to have such a wonderful life after so many hardships I had during the first months of this year and now the blessings are pouring in... while the heart aches and tears has been washed away... I am so thankful with the people I have right now in my life. Those who have left me I know have already served their purpose... I am happy with the experiences that I have for the past years but I am more than thankful now.
Happy birthday to me! I wished for many birthdays to come... more hardships... more failures.. more happiness... more successes and more blessings!
Thank you papa god for giving this to me. ^_^
I will always be thankful.

Both sides now...

Well I should have my birthday blues I should have been sad right? after so many years this is my first time to celebrate my birthday without a boyfriend. Oh! yeah some will say big deal?! but for me being in a four year relationship it is a big deal to celebrate my birthday and be totally happy with it without bitterness in the past.

I have never imagined that I will be super thankful instead of being bitter with everything that happened. Actually I feel so blessed why?

1. I have a loving family who is a crazy bunch
2. I have my loyal friends around me giving me support
3. I have a wonderful career


What more could I ask for? But I guess Im still not yet complete and God is still molding me to be the person that he wants me to... I am following him and I will trust him on this one.

He have saved me for more than a few times of troubles, confusion and heartbreak. And for everything I will forever be thankful that he is with me.

Feelings.

I felt I am in heaven for the whole week. However, I am totally confused of what should I feel and how should I react with the feelings. I want friends na pede kong kwentuhan about this guy that I find so sweet and so nice. Though I havent seen him. I just have the best conversation I have in months with this guy and yet I told him that I just want friendship with the relationship. He is nice. He is a good cook. He knows household chores as in! ahaha. Yes! He is a man. My god, I dont know what should I do I think I have found my someone. But I am still thinking if it is right. It seems right though. Now I am confused on what to think. Hay... ano ba to nakakatawa naman as in super. I want to have a sweet friend and yet I am hindering myself na maging sweet sa kanya kahit clear na friends lang talaga kame. Hay... nakakatakot!....

I am happy yet I am scared and I want to cry...

Ok I met this awesome guy and I am starting to like him like him and he said he likes me too but how can I be sure that I am the only one that he is after? we are not really familiar with each other.