Today I want to shop but my budget says otherwise so instead of me trying to wallow that I cannot buy what I want today. I will just blog of what I feel. Honestly, I have wanted to buy a blush on for over a week the price of what I want is totally not expensive yet I am holding myself back not to buy that crazy blush. I don't know what it is that I want to buy it and case is I would not be satisfied not until I get my hands on it. As I am still mulling over which step should I do, I know for sure that this feeling should stop now! There are so many bills to pay and so many things that I must prioritize first but then again the hoarder in me is crying out, so loud that I could not ignore it anymore.
While writing this post, I have decided that I will buy the damn blush and go on with my life and enjoy it. This means that for the week, I will just have to diet myself which is way beneficial as I will just bring oats for breakfast and some yummy pack lunch. Though, lets see if the hoarder in me will win versus the lazy ass that I am. But still wishing that the lazy ass will win this battle. Haha!
