Old messages, old life

Tonight, I have been cleaning my old phone to give to my mom who wants to use it as it has been being buried in the drawer for too long. Since, she wants wifi in her mobile phone I opted to just give it to her. While I was clearing out my old archives and messages from long ago, I read a couple of messages that meant to me back then. Messages that would make my heart leap whenever I read them but now would scarred me and put tears in my eyes. Those old messages that are remembrance of my past. Messages that let me remember that once I have been a victim of stupidity and dumdness. Im so sad now that I remember those times that I thought I have found the one but then have been yet again betrayed. I felt the trauma that is creeping up in my body while reading those messages. I was dumb. I was fooled. I was mercilessly made to believe that I was loved but I didn't remember being one. Im so sad that I let someone use me. I let someone abuse me. And I pray to god that someday he will heal me. Also, ask myself to forgive me and have a better life.

Begging for forgiveness from myself,

 

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Why I love Ortigas

Hmm... come to think of it... it has been weeks that I have been in ortigas regularly. Why you ask? Its because I felt that Ortigas is my breathing place. Its where I can relax and be myself. Its been a crazy two weeks for me already. I.need.to.breathe. being in SM North Edsa is not calming for me. Its like an extension of my work place where I need to get things done. Its like an errand place. But Ortigas for me its like a haven. A place where nobody would know me or nobody I could run into. When I felt like running away Ortigas is my go to place. Megamall is my cave. Well since I am relaxing I want to eat something light but I have not eaten before. So I opted to dine in  Le coeur de france. Since I want something light and tangy... nope I do have a sweet tooth but this time I want something tangy, something filling. So I opted to go to this place as I know they have mouthwatering breads!

 

Since I want a light merienda I opted to get an Italian Beef Turnover which by the way was so yummy! Perfect for an afternoon merienda. This is for only 89 pesos.

 

 

 

I also ordered a croughnut since I was curious with the taste of a donut and croissant fusion. Well, this actually a let down as I was expecting it to be somewhat salty and tangy as I order parmesan cheese version of it but twas too sweet for my craving that day! So I would say the I would not order it again in this place. Sorry... but for those who want sweet tasting croughnuts then this is your best bet! I think this is 89 pesos also.

 

 

 

 



Of course when in Ortigas I get a chance to meet my girl_friends for some chitchat time though this time it would only be for a small talk as I am meeting my bestfriend for a downtime and chikka moment. Me and my bestfriend loved to talk a lot and eat a lot too. I get different perspective and of course a breathe of fresh air where I can be totally be my nerdy goofy self. After strolling and walking for hours, we have come to terms with our tummy and call it dinner time.

 

Me and my bestfriend ate at Almon Marina and get the Garlic Sausage, Pasta, Salad and Garlic Bread Combo for only 185 pesos! I think this comes with an Iced Tea too!

 

 

 

What a way to end a day for breathing and successfully relieve my stress! Thank god for wonderful friends!!!! And for an available bestest bestfriend!

 

 

 

Ever having a chill moment,

 

 

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