Choosing Me

This is a fucking year. Though don't get me wrong, there has been a lot of things that to be grateful for but the not so good are the ones that totally molded me and shape me for who I am now or what has become of me. You see I realize that its not the good that shapen you up but rather it was those mishaps, those things that you deem pretty negative that makes you to woman up. It was interesting that this year, I learned to choose myself first. Choose my inner peace instead of seeking it from outside. Maybe if last year was all about maintaining my weight, this year was all about choosing yourself first. Maybe Im in a journey to honoring myself. Choosing me before them. I think its not selfishness but self-preservation in order for you to give more. Ever heard of the saying, you cannot give what you do not have? I think that was it and I think everyone should learn how to do this in order for you to be happy.