Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Inspirado.
I am so inspired today! I am so happy talking with my friends. They make me feel life. They make me think. They make me appreciate life more. I am so blessed to have friends who will support me. I am so grateful and honored to have friends who have passion. Friends who will not judge you but encourages you. Thank you lord for the inspiration.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Napapaisip
Minsan, napapaisip ako kung ano na nga ba ang gusto ko? Sa totoo lang gusto ko magkaron ng work na makakasustento sa akin hanggang sa tumanda ako. Gusto maging Ina. Gusto ko mag karon ng pamilya at asawa na maiintindihan ako. Gusto ko ng pamilya na susuportahan ako. Sa ngayon nalulungkot ako dahil minsan nararamdaman ko na minamaliit ako ng mga taong nakapaligid sa akin. Minamaliit nila ang mga desisyon na pinili ko. Ipinamumukha nila na mababaw lang ang gusto ko. Ang sa akin lang naman gusto ko ng simpleng buhay. Kung sa kanila indi sapat iyon edi sana wag na lang nilang insultuhin ang gusto ko sa buhay. Nakakalungkot kapag pinamumukha sayo na hindi mataas ang pangarap mo. Parang naiisip ko tuloy kahit kelan indi naman ako nang insulto ng pangarap o desisyon ng tao. Bakit kelangan na kapag nagkakasakitan ako ang pinagmumukhang indi marunong maisip? Siguro nga simple lang akong tao at simple lang ang gusto ko pero sana naman wag nyo laitin ang desisyon ko. Ganto kasi ako eh. Ganto ang gusto kong mundo. SIMPLE.
Friday, May 20, 2011
Away.
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong maramdaman nun nagkasagutan kami. Nung isang gabi nag away na naman kami. Nasabihan na naman ako ng makulit. Alam ko naman eh dahil sa insecurities ko na naman kaya nagkakaganun. Feeling ko kasi lagi shang maagaw ng iba. Alam ko mali ang nararamdaman ko. Alam ko may pagkukulang ako. Siguro marahil dapat bigyan ko ulit ng pagmamahal ang sarili ko.
Sa totoo lang, iniwan ko phone ko kahapon sa bahay namin para wag sha maitext. Ito na din ang way ko para wag sha makulit. Ang nakakatuwang parte dito ay sha naman ang text ng text. Siguro alam nya din ang mga sinabi nya sa akin. Nag usap kami kahapon ng gabi at nakapag paliwanag na sha ng side nya, ako din nakapagpaliwanag na din. Sabi ko na nga ba may sakit sha. Ganun naman sha kapag meron shang dinaramdam. Sabi nya sa akin pasensha na daw kasi masama daw pakiramdam nya tas sumabay pa ako.
Alam ko marami pang times na maiirita sha sa akin dahil sa kakulitan ko at sa kakitidan ko minsan ng utak. Parang kagabi lang nag busy lang ang phone nya nairita na naman ako. Aminado naman ako na selosa ako pero para sa kanya handa na ako magbago.
Ngayon nga kahit gustong gusto ko na sha kulitin pinipigilan ko na sarili ko kasi pano ka mawawalan ng trust sa taong pinapakita sayo na katiwa-tiwala sha? Kaya malamang kelangan ko ulit magbago at mag shift ng paradigm para tumagal at tumino ang relasyon namin.
Mahal ko sha walang pikit mata kong sasabihin sa buong mundo. Bakit? dahil sa simpleng dahilan na kaya nya akong intindihin kahit na minsan ako mismo indi ko maintindihan sarili ko.
Sa totoo lang, iniwan ko phone ko kahapon sa bahay namin para wag sha maitext. Ito na din ang way ko para wag sha makulit. Ang nakakatuwang parte dito ay sha naman ang text ng text. Siguro alam nya din ang mga sinabi nya sa akin. Nag usap kami kahapon ng gabi at nakapag paliwanag na sha ng side nya, ako din nakapagpaliwanag na din. Sabi ko na nga ba may sakit sha. Ganun naman sha kapag meron shang dinaramdam. Sabi nya sa akin pasensha na daw kasi masama daw pakiramdam nya tas sumabay pa ako.
Alam ko marami pang times na maiirita sha sa akin dahil sa kakulitan ko at sa kakitidan ko minsan ng utak. Parang kagabi lang nag busy lang ang phone nya nairita na naman ako. Aminado naman ako na selosa ako pero para sa kanya handa na ako magbago.
Ngayon nga kahit gustong gusto ko na sha kulitin pinipigilan ko na sarili ko kasi pano ka mawawalan ng trust sa taong pinapakita sayo na katiwa-tiwala sha? Kaya malamang kelangan ko ulit magbago at mag shift ng paradigm para tumagal at tumino ang relasyon namin.
Mahal ko sha walang pikit mata kong sasabihin sa buong mundo. Bakit? dahil sa simpleng dahilan na kaya nya akong intindihin kahit na minsan ako mismo indi ko maintindihan sarili ko.
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Check list to have a great year
Here are my checklist for a happier new year! I hope I am not yet late in posting this as it is already half the year. Will edit this with comments after I have accomplished one of these tasks. This is all for now.
1. Laugh with inspiring friends at least once a week or more
2. Have Mentors in the most important areas of your life
3. Walk 30 minutes a day
4. Use your talents for God by serving in a ministry
5. Invest 20% of your income every month
6. Read one inspiring book a month
7. Cut TV watching to the barest minimum (Zero is a good number)
8. Limit newspaper reading to 5 minutes or less a day
9. Take vacations often
10. Eat fruits for breakfast
11. Always have a salad for lunch and dinner
12. Start a business (or improve your business) this year
13. Always be grateful to God and others
14. Always live by your deepest values
15. Spend time with God everyday
16. Play with your kids at least once a day (If you don’t have any, borrow.)
17. Have a weekly date with your spouse (If you don’t have any, don’t borrow!)
18. Date your parents regularly
19. Before you sleep, remove all anger by forgiveness
20. Be the kindest person you can be
21. Find your passion and live it fully
22. Give more hugs (and receive as many)
23. Listen to understand, not to reply
24. Celebrate more often
25. Put people over projects
26. Enjoy quiet and solitude
27. Always give 10% of your income to God
28. Keep dreaming
Copied from http://goragirl.blogspot.com/2011/01/from-bro-bo-29-simple-things-you-can-do.html and originally from http://bosanchez.ph/29-simple-things-you-can-do-to-have-a-fantastic-2011/
1. Laugh with inspiring friends at least once a week or more
2. Have Mentors in the most important areas of your life
3. Walk 30 minutes a day
4. Use your talents for God by serving in a ministry
5. Invest 20% of your income every month
6. Read one inspiring book a month
7. Cut TV watching to the barest minimum (Zero is a good number)
8. Limit newspaper reading to 5 minutes or less a day
9. Take vacations often
10. Eat fruits for breakfast
11. Always have a salad for lunch and dinner
12. Start a business (or improve your business) this year
13. Always be grateful to God and others
14. Always live by your deepest values
15. Spend time with God everyday
16. Play with your kids at least once a day (If you don’t have any, borrow.)
17. Have a weekly date with your spouse (If you don’t have any, don’t borrow!)
18. Date your parents regularly
19. Before you sleep, remove all anger by forgiveness
20. Be the kindest person you can be
21. Find your passion and live it fully
22. Give more hugs (and receive as many)
23. Listen to understand, not to reply
24. Celebrate more often
25. Put people over projects
26. Enjoy quiet and solitude
27. Always give 10% of your income to God
28. Keep dreaming
Copied from http://goragirl.blogspot.com/2011/01/from-bro-bo-29-simple-things-you-can-do.html and originally from http://bosanchez.ph/29-simple-things-you-can-do-to-have-a-fantastic-2011/
Friday, May 13, 2011
Usap
Bago na bf ko ngayon. Nagbreak na kami nung isa ung dati sa 2006. Bale ba he walk away. Anyways, enough of that. Gusto ko ngayon ikwento yung Angel ko ngayon. Si Angel ang bago kong bf bale ba isang taon na kami. So far, masaya yung relation. Gusto ko nang ienjoy kasi napatunayan na nyang kaya nya ako maintindihan. Mahal ko sha. Saktong mahal lang kasi kapag nabasa nya to at nalaman nyang sobra, tiyak! may sermon na naman ako sa kanya katulad kagabi, may ginawa akong kagaguhan. Bale ba nakatulog sha at inakala kong iniisnub nya lang ako at ayaw kausapin. Ayun, warla mode ako ang daming text at miscalls. Nakatulog na ako nun pero nun magising ako may mga sagot na sha sa text ko at masasakit din un kasi ang dami masasakit na salita ang nagmula sa akin tungo sa kanya at sa kanya sa akin. Nung una nagtext ako sa kanya kung pede kami mag usap tapos parang ayaw niya pero nun tumawag na ako tapos nakapagkwentuhan na kami ayun! kahit lobat na ung kanyang cellphone nagawa nya pa din makipagkwentuhan sa akin. Saya nga eh grabe he is really a boyfriend to me because he explain things and make me understand stuff that sometimes I am immature about. He is over my league but still he was engaging and attentive with what I want and what I do and how I react. He compliments me and I compliment him in return. Ngayon lang ako nakaranas na kahit masama ugali ko kaya pa din nyang sabayan. Im so thankful with our usap this morning (kasi 1:30-3:30, May 13 2011). Masaya kasi he gave me what I crave for and he entertained me. Kilala nya ako and I guess, I should stop being paranoid and crazy for he really knows and understands how I tick. All smiles for you my Angel. Thank you so much.
Crazy gal...
Crazy gal...
Monday, May 9, 2011
Passions
I just finished reading Ms. Liz Uy's interview with a cosmo staff. The article is about how Liz Uy became a stylist. I was amaze that she never expected to be in the industry but it is her passion.
Now, as I am thinking for myself. I keep on asking what is my passion? What makes me think and become ecstatic? How come in the 7 years that I am working I dont really find that sense of fulfilment? Then realization hit me while I am writing this entry. My passion is writing, eating, selling and anything about creating.
I remember loving the codes in creating a website. I remember how writing keeps my brain awake, keep me smiling from ear to ear. I remember being childlike when eating a yummy cake. I remember my first time selling my mom's cake in our mini bakery years ago. I remember helping an uncle of my dad in sari-sari store when we were in Batangas. He was amaze with how I sell things.
Now, my question is how come I took this long to realize that I have a gift ? I thought that I am a plain Jane until I started writing this blog. I dont know how will this realization affect me but somehow, I am slowly knowing who I am.
Now, as I am thinking for myself. I keep on asking what is my passion? What makes me think and become ecstatic? How come in the 7 years that I am working I dont really find that sense of fulfilment? Then realization hit me while I am writing this entry. My passion is writing, eating, selling and anything about creating.
I remember loving the codes in creating a website. I remember how writing keeps my brain awake, keep me smiling from ear to ear. I remember being childlike when eating a yummy cake. I remember my first time selling my mom's cake in our mini bakery years ago. I remember helping an uncle of my dad in sari-sari store when we were in Batangas. He was amaze with how I sell things.
Now, my question is how come I took this long to realize that I have a gift ? I thought that I am a plain Jane until I started writing this blog. I dont know how will this realization affect me but somehow, I am slowly knowing who I am.
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