Today is grandma's birthday and she is already 79. I am so happy as she is getting stronger everyday. We will have a dinner tonight at home. A simple get together. We will have spaghetti, mechado, pork barbecue and buko salad. This will be a great night! I will enjoy myself and tomorrow, well burning of fats will be the subject of the day. Teehee! ^_^
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Answers
Before I was asking god, why do I have to feel this pain? Am I not a good person? When will my prince come? Will I ever meet my soul mate? Then BOOM! 2010 has come. God answered my prayer and questions, when he delivered my prince to me.
It was a boring day and I don't know what to do. My friend who always accompanies me to the mall have left and I don't know where to contact her or if she is available that time. So, the bored me decided to just play a pc game. The moment I reboot my computer, my mobile phone rang and I received a message from an old friend. He asked me how I am, how is my life as we have lost communication for over 2 years already. I couldn't believe that he still remembers me and still considers me as a close friend since we have not gotten any connections for a long period of time. After chatting sometime, he asked me if he could court me and I allow him to.
To be honest, I am not ready to have a boyfriend that time since I know that I am not yet complete and still enjoys the single life that I have found. Yep! you read it right the girl who is aggressively looking for a partner has enjoyed being single! Yes! it was fun being single!
Then days passed and I started liking him more. Well, actually I do liked him two years ago when we were still close but sadly I am still committed to my ex-bf that falling in love with him is a bad idea. I never thought that he will be the one but then he was there asking me to be his girl.
Funny, that I never thought that he would come my way. That he will be the one who will not only fill the void but also created a larger space in my life. He is not just a lover but also a friend. He will never know how much healing he has done in my life and yet he continuous to do so by his simple gestures due to concern. I love him more than he will know and more that I could show. I guess this was the answer to my prayer and the reason things has to be experienced before. I am smiling now. I am contented. I am enjoying myself. We have already surpass our one year and still counting. I cant wait to unfold what adventure we will have next. ^_^
It was a boring day and I don't know what to do. My friend who always accompanies me to the mall have left and I don't know where to contact her or if she is available that time. So, the bored me decided to just play a pc game. The moment I reboot my computer, my mobile phone rang and I received a message from an old friend. He asked me how I am, how is my life as we have lost communication for over 2 years already. I couldn't believe that he still remembers me and still considers me as a close friend since we have not gotten any connections for a long period of time. After chatting sometime, he asked me if he could court me and I allow him to.
To be honest, I am not ready to have a boyfriend that time since I know that I am not yet complete and still enjoys the single life that I have found. Yep! you read it right the girl who is aggressively looking for a partner has enjoyed being single! Yes! it was fun being single!
Then days passed and I started liking him more. Well, actually I do liked him two years ago when we were still close but sadly I am still committed to my ex-bf that falling in love with him is a bad idea. I never thought that he will be the one but then he was there asking me to be his girl.
Funny, that I never thought that he would come my way. That he will be the one who will not only fill the void but also created a larger space in my life. He is not just a lover but also a friend. He will never know how much healing he has done in my life and yet he continuous to do so by his simple gestures due to concern. I love him more than he will know and more that I could show. I guess this was the answer to my prayer and the reason things has to be experienced before. I am smiling now. I am contented. I am enjoying myself. We have already surpass our one year and still counting. I cant wait to unfold what adventure we will have next. ^_^
Unknown Reasons
Before I ever begin blogging, I was in a state of shocked due to my break up with my 4 years boyfriend. I am looking desperately for another man to fill in the space he has left me with. That space was so void and hallow that my soul cries for someone to fill it in. Until now when I remember that void, tears still sting my eyes. It was a hurtful event that leave me so devastated that until now I can feel its impact on me. Maybe, I did really love him that much to feel such pain that remembering it still makes me cry. Sometimes, when we face such thing that we don't know if we ever come out victorious are the ones that make our life change 360 degrees. But then again, when we faced these things the best thing to do is turn to god and have faith that there is a reason behind it all. As the saying goes, "Everything has its reasons".
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Funny
I cant believe that it has already been 3 years since I started blogging about my thoughts, my fears, my angst, my headaches, my happiness and my success. Many has changed in my life since 2008. I started serving God in 2009 and promise to myself to have a relationship in 2010 which happened as I did got myself a boyfriend that until now we are going stronger. Yeah, life is good but not that good. My third brother have been married last July 2010. I almost got a niece but she died even before she sees the world. Well, its so hard and sad trial but we must move on right? Then came cloud the cute shi tsu. He is the baby now in our family. I am happy to read my past blogs. I energizes me. It helps me know what I am 2 years ago and the funny thing is I have a lot of sense and sadness before. I did have a lot of questions like where is my prince charming and if I will ever even move on.
Today, as I am writing this entry. I did have an answer to my questions and yeah, god really do have a bright plan for me. He did answer my prayers.
Today, as I am writing this entry. I did have an answer to my questions and yeah, god really do have a bright plan for me. He did answer my prayers.
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