Until now after one year I still am asking myself what went wrong. What happened between us and now, I can truly say that I miss you so much that I wish I could track you down and ask you to come back. Sick right? Though I know that there is nothing more to get back. It is over. It is final. You have finally moved on with your life and found another gal. I must confess that til now I am wishing for you to come back. I think this is the symptom of loving too much and being left out without exhausting all means to fix things up. Its so damn hard getting back to the way things are before but I must keep on moving keep on reminding myself that this is for the best even if it is really wrecking my heart and my mind.
I love you so much until now it hurts. I love you so much that all I am waiting is for you to arrived at my door step and ask me to come back. That's all that I am wishing for.
But then again, this is impossible.