Thursday, December 22, 2011

Feeling drab? put on some feathers and L♥Ve

Since this monday this week, I have been feeling drab and lazy! So since today was technically last day of work for this year then I have decided to spice up my checkered blue boyfriend shirt and jeans with these feather earrings.
Then to make me remember that tis the season to give love and have some fun while doing it. I have decided to wear a connector ring with the season's motto!
Isn't it fun that small things such as accessories could actually change your mood from drab to a festive feeling? I like how small thing creates a difference in your outlook in a day to day basis. I believe that this concept also applies in life.
I can see that life has been created complicated but these complications helps us see the true value of simple things. If you will notice most things in life that will make us truly happy are the ones that cannot be bought by money nor sold in stores. Appreciating life really comes from within and to do it is to be grateful first. Once you have notice the great things in your life in simple packages then the change in your outlook will begin to be positive. The days would be brighter and lighter. Let us always remember that life still has given us more reasons to smile than frown. So count your blessings and not your problems. Always remember to smile(●⌒∇⌒●)
Merry Xmas everyone!
 

Monday, December 5, 2011

Shocked

How can someone feel so unloved, disrespected and uncared for all in one time? Honestly, I am crying inside today as I feel those things all at the same time. I feel that the person I love don't even respect me, did not even warn me that someone I do not yet wish to see is actually in the same event as me. I feel violated and trapped. I am not prepared on how to react. Now, I felt that I want to break the relationship. I am already insecure about his love and then I will see him and that someone when I am not emotionally unprepared. I don't like what they did to me I just wish that someone who is wise enough have told him to warn me. I feel not ok. I am not fine. I am tired of waiting that this someone that I love would love me back. Today, I stopped reaching out. I stopped running after him. Today, I am letting him free and giving him a choice to run after me.