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Before I was asking god, why do I have to feel this pain? Am I not a good person? When will my prince come? Will I ever meet my soul mate? Then BOOM! 2010 has come. God answered my prayer and questions, when he delivered my prince to me.

It was a boring day and I don't know what to do. My friend who always accompanies me to the mall have left and I don't know where to contact her or if she is available that time. So, the bored me decided to just play a pc game. The moment I reboot my computer, my mobile phone rang and I received a message from an old friend. He asked me how I am, how is my life as we have lost communication for over 2 years already. I couldn't believe that he still remembers me and still considers me as a close friend since we have not gotten any connections for a long period of time. After chatting sometime, he asked me if he could court me and I allow him to.

To be honest, I am not ready to have a boyfriend that time since I know that I am not yet complete and still enjoys the single life that I have found. Yep! you read it right the girl who is aggressively looking for a partner has enjoyed being single! Yes! it was fun being single!

Then days passed and I started liking him more. Well, actually I do liked him two years ago when we were still close but sadly I am still committed to my ex-bf that falling in love with him is a bad idea. I never thought that he will be the one but then he was there asking me to be his girl.

Funny, that I never thought that he would come my way. That he will be the one who will not only fill the void but also created a larger space in my life. He is not just a lover but also a friend. He will never know how much healing he has done in my life and yet he continuous to do so by his simple gestures due to concern. I love him more than he will know and more that I could show. I guess this was the answer to my prayer and the reason things has to be experienced before. I am smiling now. I am contented. I am enjoying myself. We have already surpass our one year and still counting. I cant wait to unfold what adventure we will have next. ^_^