Until When?

And then, it struck me. You drew blood again from me Papa God. I know what you are doing. You want me so bad to wake up! To be let loose, to be the greatest that I am. I know what you are doing you are testing me. You are pushing me to the wall so that I could really be smashed. Then when I crumble, when I am weak I know that is the time that you will do the final blow and make me into pieces. Once Im broken you will pick me up and mold me again to the Best version of me. I am starting to get broken, I see the crazy scratches, the crazy cracks in me. I know I am a hard glass to break Papa God. I know what you are doing... I am cracking... I really am. Behind all the tough exterior I am cracking... I will crack soon Papa God. Don't worry I will come back. I will be there. I will come to you and I know I am a Phoenix. Watch me Papa God. YOUR WILL BE DONE. ^_^